There's a way out

Every time I want to change something at once,but I will get nothing,even worse,I could not control my temper at times, then most things went to the opposite direction,or sometimes I know what I did was wrong,but I would go on my faults,why?perhaps it's all because I expect the earlier and better results,I thought it would make a difference if I use my prestige,which is the root cause of my fault.

So please calm down,being self-willed will bring nothing good to me.After all I'm not a girl any more,no one would be with me and watch my performance forever,just search for a way out.